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Monday. 8.15.05 7:52 am
Another working today. Spend my wekends at my sis place helping her to take care of Baby E. She's so cute and loves to play, and she laughs quite loudly. At times she will also scream, that's irritating. I brought Maine for her swimming lessons on Sun. Surprisingly, she can now swim. Thinking back about those days where she was so afraid of water, the moment u put her in the pool, she will stary crying. Now that she can swim a lap, though still can't swim very well, but at least it's a great improvement, glad to see this. After the swimming class, we brought to her to bugis and played some arcade games. I think she was really enjoying herself there. Followed by, we went for dinner at Billy Bombers. Ordered 2 main and a side dish, very full,couldn't finish. Finally, when we reach home it's already 9 plus, so tiring. Spoke to WY that day, she was asking me whether J called me. I told her dun ask me this question, i dun feel like talking about this subject. Then she ask why, reply her with the same ans. Actually, I didn't wan to let her know that J actually "appear" again cos I'm afraid that she will say that i'm weak,dun wan to break free and deceiviing myself. Yes, i know that i'm deceiving myself, but i couldn't help it. I have asked myself time and again whether am i just passing time or otherwise? I dun even know wat's the ans, but i guess it's half half. Sometimes, i wished that things would just end this way and start a new one all over again, but it's tiring. Why do i always meet the wrong person? And sometimes, i wished that he's the one to initiate the break off, at least i won't feel guilty in some way or at least i know that if he's the one to initiate, then there will be no turning back. I hope that there will some kind of enlightment for me. Sigh! Life is so miserable.
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